Funny how I can be the easiest person to talk to yet I find it hard to actually talk to people about things that bother me. It isn't hard for me to strike a conversation with someone I just met, I can make small talk it's no problem at all. I can go on for days about something that sparks my interest but to give people a piece of my mind? That is something I struggle with.
I don't usually talk about my problems with other people, I have a few trusted friends who I do that with. I've gotten the chance to know a few people who tell me that I can talk to them any time that I want and I believe them. I know they're genuine and that they'd take the time to listen but I can't bring myself to talk even though I want to.
Trust me when I say that it's not that I don't trust you because I do, it's just I choose people who I share my thoughts with. You can, however, talk to me any time you feel the need to. I will gladly lend my ears and my shoulder should you need it.
I'm not quite sure where this rant is coming from. I guess I just miss talking to my bestfriend. It's been a while since I last talked to her and I've got some pretty dark thoughts plaguing my mind right now.
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